Mohabbat kya hai .. ..

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Mohabbat kya hai… dil ka dard se ma’moor ho jana .. mata e jaan kisi ko saunp kar .. majboor ho jana ………

Jaahil ki baton ka behtareen jawaab khamoshi hota hai, magar jab baat karni hi paray toh ussay apne zarf aur ilm se agahi deni chahiyeh .. shayad samajh ajaye.

 Allah The Exalted Says (what means): {And of His Signs is that He created for you from yourselves mates that you may find tranquility in them; and He placed between you affection and mercy.}[Quran 30: 21]
The relationship between spouses is based on affection and mercy, not on ardent love, desire and passion. It is a relationship which is based on quiet love (affection) and mutual mercy, not illusions of love which fail to withstand reality or romantic fantasies which fail to create a successful marriage.
Sighs, my dear sister as I choose to refer you as, in my viewpoint..
Love is created by our creator and is not an emotion that can be created at the will of a mere human being, that aside, our religion is solely based upon peace, kindness, love, mercy and we must abide by such emotions that aid us in leading our lives based upon harmony, brotherhood, compassion and unity.
Anyhow, to further enlighten your limited perceptions and shed some light on your narrow horizon, let me think a way to phrase my input, in my opinion, any normal woman would have traits of jealousy, possessiveness and envy when it pertains to her spouse or marital relations, BUT since when is a muslim woman categorized as having those traits and known to ACT upon them without abiding by common sense and some fear of her Almighty Allah swt ?? To blatantly put it, possession is best kept for THINGS not people, Jinns possess humans as per my limited knowledge, not wives possessing their respective mates, when in Islam, man has supreme power over his mate after the Almighty, she must abide by his terms and desires, not even her own father’s for that matter, and man may marry without consenting any of his wives at any given time, it is a man’s world and woman was created to be his mate, to give him love, peace and bear his children, I may be sounding very redundant, and rather regressive BUT this is fact and I cannot let my feminist alter ego advise otherwise.
To put it mildly, what is FITNA?? You have the paperwork, children and your spouse with you?? hmm your own actions have gotten you guilty of literally causing malice toward your sister, who bore your husband’s child, and lost it due to reasons best known to YOU, look within and see if you are able to forgive yourself?
FITNA? your cup remains filled, whereas she has been emptied of her cup, which is clearly forbidden in islam, by our creator, if she were to cause a rift between spouses, it would have been the other way around, and deep inside your heart you are most aware, that, who got whom divorced, as per your words.
So, basically you are a muslim by virtue of birth, attire and name BUT not by beliefs??
If that is not the case, do read tafseer of Surah Rum, Surah Yaseen, Surah Baqarah, Surah Talaq and Surah Nisa, so may you be guided, what Allah swt says about love, marriage, divorce and how only HE can create LOVE in a human heart, only HE can decree the NIKAH between two people and only HE can give or take LIFE, and FITNA arises when we as humans, stricken by ego, grief or malice, conjoin teams with the devils, and decide to take destiny in our own hands. SORRY, but I am a human who believes in the final abode, as a muslim woman, and you know very well how insecurity has gotten the best of your logic, senses and fear of Allah swt.
There is only sisterhood and co-wives in the islam that I practice and follow, I do not know any other way of life, where Nikah is half of our deen, definitely NOT a FITNA, rather, any relation outside of marriage may cause distress in the institution of marriage and society becomes corrupt and misbalanced.
I am my own person, with my own free will except in these matters, WHOM to love, whom to marry, to be a mother or remain childless, these are all divine decree and can only be altered by the weapon of DUA, NOT any other dark source, I don’t need to clarify that loving a man has nothing to do with any piece of paper, and my name is my legal identity, which is very much acceptable by the law of the land, inarguably you cannot challenge that, and the end or beginning of any relationship CANNOT be controlled or manipulated by your actions as you are as much a dependant woman on a man as I am independent, your stakes are way much higher and it is not feasible for you to push the limits of any god-fearing, decent individual, in the form of threat, these tactics wont last forever.
Have some faith in Allah swt and fear of the akhirah, and as per Shariah, my dear sister, do NOT push me to my extremes, as I am as patient as I can be volatile, were you a witness to my divorce?? have I ever bothered with your existence?? except sending you love, what wrong have I caused you?? What has lessened in your life?? what have I taken away from you?? BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE NO POWER TO DO SO… you really need to open your heart and see logically how I have been in love with my man for reasons not in my power, 11 years of knowing him, 8 years of marrying him and 7 years apart from him, he is the father of my child, and shall remain so forever, he is the man in my last name, my heart and shall remain so, how is that any of your business?? and why does that effect you in any manner?? THAT IS THE POWER of FAITH, that can move mountains, my dear, no magic, no threats can over take that.
“… marry women of your choice, two, or three, or four; but if you fear that you will not be able to deal justly (with them) then only one…” (4:3)
Lastly, Shariah does not even insist or agree for women to keep their husband’s name as surname but it is in our country’s culture that we do so, and in our law it is fairly permissible for a married, widow or divorcee to keep or change her name so as per will, SO my dear DO NOT TELL me ever again, what I CAN and CANNOT do with my life, and WHAT my name is or isn’t, that isn’t a choice you can make for me…. for your own peace and mine, please refrain from crossing paths with me, stalking me wont help you build your life any better, I am poles apart from you, my mind set, perceptions and my niyat are not like yourz, I am showing zarf and responding to your hatred one last time with restrain and affection, hopefully I wont need to bother with a response again 🙂
it is funny because I was trying to figure out who the trouble maker was, and here you exposed yourself….. sad.. !! Oh, why don’t you try telling JEMIMA she is not KHAN anymore haha !!!! I am Mrs. Nazea Amin Faheem and I need no validation from you, I post pictures of my wedding or the man whom I am in love with for eternity, the father of my child, that has nothing to do with you, I will live as I please, you are in no position to dictate me your terms, okay? Good !!
You have not understood love, and that says a lot about your soul, I will pray for you.
There remains a kind of love which natural love which is a person’s inclination towards that which suits his nature, such as the love of a thirsty person for water or of a hungry person for food, or the love of sleep, or of one’s wife and children. There is nothing wrong with this unless it distracts a person from remembering Allah and keeps him from loving Him. Allah swt says (interpretation of the meanings):

“O you who believe! Let not your properties or your children divert you from the remembrance of Allah”
[al-Munaafiqoon 63:9]

Start focusing on your life, deeds and stop bothering about me and my life.. I am not yet an integral part of your existence 🙂 peace out sister  !!!!!!

Rehay Salamat tumhari nisbat.. Meri khush qismati ..main teri ummati .. !

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Who is my nabi SAWW, the beloved of my Allah swt..he is Muhammad Saww, Allah (swt) has revealed the title of Muhammad (salla lahu alayhi wa’ale hi Wasallam) which means ‘The Praised One’ for His final Messenger.

Balaghul Ula Bi Kamalihi
Kashafaduja Bi Jamalihi
Hasunat Jameeu Khisalihii
Sallo Alaihi Wa Aalihi [SAW]

Khair ul Wara, Badr U Duja, Khatam ul Anbiya. The seal of all messengers, for one whom Allah azawjal himself sends Durood, so do the angels.
We are his ummati, should we not be grateful for being born as the ummat of Muhammad Saww?? One who shall plea to Allah swt on the day of judgment for us, to be pardoned, to enter Jannah. We are negligent of our purpose in this life, this world of illusions and pretence, we seem to have forgotten who we are, where we come from and where we are headed.

Whom are my ancestors, my family…
The man who took and raised me as his own, my father  (late) Haji. Akhtar Nasir Ashrafi, was a Punjabi Shaikh from Jalandar India C.A & (M.A in Mathematics gold medalist from New Delhi India) ex-Banker,Legal Adviser, Tax Auditor & C.E.O at Pashtany Forwarding Co., his father (late) Nasir Ahmed, was the Food Minister (India) and later on, Food & Agriculture Minister in Pakistan Interior Ministry. My mother who gave me her heart and soul, a child she had not bore from her womb but gave me life, Begum Nasreen Akhtar (Shaheed), belonged to Riyasat Kapurthala India, her father (late) Sardar Mian Abdul Ha was a Minister at Maharaj’s Palace riyasat Kapurthala, India.
My paternal biological Grandfather , Hazrat Syed Aal e Hassan Al Ashrafi Al Jilani Rehmatullah Alaeh, Nawab of Hapur Meruth India, Saint and descendant of Ghaus Paak  Hazrat Abdul Qadir Jillani rehmatullah alaihe, his shrine is at Abdullah Shah Ghazi Karachi, and his URS is celebrated annually on 5th Ramadan ul Mubarak, he was the peer sahib of daddy, hence my father took me in as his daughter for adoption, to raise me out of love and respect, as he was a true ashiq e rasool saww.

I am bait from MAKHDOOMUL MASHAIKH HAZRAT Maulana SYED MOKHTAR ASHRAF (R.A.) SAJJADAH NASHIN KHANQUAH ASHRAFIA HASANIA KICHOWCHA SHARIF

I am also an Ummati of Rasolullah Hazrat Muhammad Mustafa salalaho alaihe wasalam, descendant from Hazrat Ghous Pak Syed Abdul Qadir Jillani (Rehmatullah Aliah) Abdul-Qadir ibn Abi Salih Musa ibn Abdullah ibn Yahya ibn Muhammad ibn Abu Muhammad AbuBakr Dawud ibn Musa ibn Abdullah ibn Musa Jawni ibn Abdullah ibn Hassan al-Muthanna ibn Hassan ibn Ali ibn Abi Talib , and this on his father side so you can see why they call him al-Hassani due to his tracing up to Muhammad’s grandson Hassan ibn Ali. On his mother side, she is the daughter of a saintly person Abdullah Sawmai who was a direct descendant of Imam Husain ibn Ali making the Shaykh also al-Husayni due to this!! Hence I am of Hasani and Hussaini shahjra e nasb, of all four saints, Qadri, Jillani, Ashrafi and Chishti.
I am a leader,born as a miracle.. live as a miracle.. I love Allah(swt) and pray to die a martyr, I hope to leave behind a legacy worth celebrating, and take forth good amaal.
I’ve been to Ajmer Shareef, Bith Shah, Sehwan Shareef with my father as well for Hajj e Asghar (Umrah), but I was just one year old at the time, and my 2nd Umrah never happened as a human plan always fails unless Allah swt has invited me how could I visit the Holy Kaaba..in 2010??

Now, I wish to address those special creatures who have ample time and energy to stalk my life’s ongoing as a rigorous service to mankind and create malice between people, I prefer calling these hell dwellers, the devil worshippers, for in my eyes these who create fitna among spouses or any two people are working for Iblees himself, and are not even morally or ethically considerate to be aware of the disputes they cause. The one who chases the world, begets the world and forgoes his Akhirah, Alhamdullilah I keep reminding myself WHO I AM, may YOU also be guided to not go astray on the path of the Dhualeen, and recall who we worship, who is our messenger, who am I, the woman in context here, upon whom you leech, I seek solace from the Hasid, the Shayateen, the Jahilliyah and the MUSHRIQ, who has forgone his deen and set out to live as he pleases, causes destruction and falls prey to the devils easily, may we always seek protection from the demons, within and outside of us, in my short lifespan, I have not yet understood, why society has acceptance of sins with pride and grandeur, meanwhile, Nikah has become a painful path to tread, our Hindu’ana culture making it even more difficult to opt for polygamy and give shelter and support to women who outnumber men anyhow. Why black magic is so easily accessible, and we choose to forget the torment of our grave (the beginning of our Akhirah), we choose to leave our Kalma, our deen and decide to CREATE our own chosen destiny by destroying the lives of another, how convenient (this barter is worth it???), well, my dear I am still standing firmly on my two feet, having buried my mothers, my father and my child, whose blood was also Syed, sadly he went without a heartbeat, I don’t know what becomes of such foetus who bear no soul, but I focus on my own nafs, my demons, my eman, my taqwa, ME… NOT caring about what you own, what you wear and what you breathe. My concern is my grave, my amaal and my akhirah.

I have been a student of Bait us Salam markaz, I have travelled the entire world in search of my true purpose and my real self, and all I could come to realise is that, this world is nothing but a test, an illusion and we reap what we sow, so please repent and come back to the normal lives, we were born to live and if you realise, we are all ONE, but still, if you are not one of our ummat, not one of us who recites the Quran e Kareem, and sends Durood e paak upon our beloved Muhammad Saww, than I do not know who u ARE .. and I am not afraid of U.. and IF u are one of us yet a munafiq and mushriq, I pray for u, as when U send durood e paak, u send a prayer for me as well, as my ancestors and my dead baby, as I am Aal e Muhammad sallala ho alaihe wassalam , aulad e Imam Ali r.a, Imam Hasan r.a and Imam Hussain r.a .. !!! I hope we die in a state of eman, and our death shall tell the world what we lived as. I am hurt, alone and angered by your malice, BUT I am here, come fight face to face and we shall see.
SYEDA NAZEA AMIN FAHEEM RANAWAT ASHRAFI

Dedicated to my special someone: Muhammad Amin Faheem Ranawat