Rehay Salamat tumhari nisbat.. Meri khush qismati ..main teri ummati .. !


Who is my nabi SAWW, the beloved of my Allah swt..he is Muhammad Saww, Allah (swt) has revealed the title of Muhammad (salla lahu alayhi wa’ale hi Wasallam) which means ‘The Praised One’ for His final Messenger.

Balaghul Ula Bi Kamalihi
Kashafaduja Bi Jamalihi
Hasunat Jameeu Khisalihii
Sallo Alaihi Wa Aalihi [SAW]

Khair ul Wara, Badr U Duja, Khatam ul Anbiya. The seal of all messengers, for one whom Allah azawjal himself sends Durood, so do the angels.
We are his ummati, should we not be grateful for being born as the ummat of Muhammad Saww?? One who shall plea to Allah swt on the day of judgment for us, to be pardoned, to enter Jannah. We are negligent of our purpose in this life, this world of illusions and pretence, we seem to have forgotten who we are, where we come from and where we are headed.

Whom are my ancestors, my family…
The man who took and raised me as his own, my father  (late) Haji. Akhtar Nasir Ashrafi, was a Punjabi Shaikh from Jalandar India C.A & (M.A in Mathematics gold medalist from New Delhi India) ex-Banker,Legal Adviser, Tax Auditor & C.E.O at Pashtany Forwarding Co., his father (late) Nasir Ahmed, was the Food Minister (India) and later on, Food & Agriculture Minister in Pakistan Interior Ministry. My mother who gave me her heart and soul, a child she had not bore from her womb but gave me life, Begum Nasreen Akhtar (Shaheed), belonged to Riyasat Kapurthala India, her father (late) Sardar Mian Abdul Ha was a Minister at Maharaj’s Palace riyasat Kapurthala, India.
My paternal biological Grandfather , Hazrat Syed Aal e Hassan Al Ashrafi Al Jilani Rehmatullah Alaeh, Nawab of Hapur Meruth India, Saint and descendant of Ghaus Paak  Hazrat Abdul Qadir Jillani rehmatullah alaihe, his shrine is at Abdullah Shah Ghazi Karachi, and his URS is celebrated annually on 5th Ramadan ul Mubarak, he was the peer sahib of daddy, hence my father took me in as his daughter for adoption, to raise me out of love and respect, as he was a true ashiq e rasool saww.


I am also an Ummati of Rasolullah Hazrat Muhammad Mustafa salalaho alaihe wasalam, descendant from Hazrat Ghous Pak Syed Abdul Qadir Jillani (Rehmatullah Aliah) Abdul-Qadir ibn Abi Salih Musa ibn Abdullah ibn Yahya ibn Muhammad ibn Abu Muhammad AbuBakr Dawud ibn Musa ibn Abdullah ibn Musa Jawni ibn Abdullah ibn Hassan al-Muthanna ibn Hassan ibn Ali ibn Abi Talib , and this on his father side so you can see why they call him al-Hassani due to his tracing up to Muhammad’s grandson Hassan ibn Ali. On his mother side, she is the daughter of a saintly person Abdullah Sawmai who was a direct descendant of Imam Husain ibn Ali making the Shaykh also al-Husayni due to this!! Hence I am of Hasani and Hussaini shahjra e nasb, of all four saints, Qadri, Jillani, Ashrafi and Chishti.
I am a leader,born as a miracle.. live as a miracle.. I love Allah(swt) and pray to die a martyr, I hope to leave behind a legacy worth celebrating, and take forth good amaal.
I’ve been to Ajmer Shareef, Bith Shah, Sehwan Shareef with my father as well for Hajj e Asghar (Umrah), but I was just one year old at the time, and my 2nd Umrah never happened as a human plan always fails unless Allah swt has invited me how could I visit the Holy 2010??

Now, I wish to address those special creatures who have ample time and energy to stalk my life’s ongoing as a rigorous service to mankind and create malice between people, I prefer calling these hell dwellers, the devil worshippers, for in my eyes these who create fitna among spouses or any two people are working for Iblees himself, and are not even morally or ethically considerate to be aware of the disputes they cause. The one who chases the world, begets the world and forgoes his Akhirah, Alhamdullilah I keep reminding myself WHO I AM, may YOU also be guided to not go astray on the path of the Dhualeen, and recall who we worship, who is our messenger, who am I, the woman in context here, upon whom you leech, I seek solace from the Hasid, the Shayateen, the Jahilliyah and the MUSHRIQ, who has forgone his deen and set out to live as he pleases, causes destruction and falls prey to the devils easily, may we always seek protection from the demons, within and outside of us, in my short lifespan, I have not yet understood, why society has acceptance of sins with pride and grandeur, meanwhile, Nikah has become a painful path to tread, our Hindu’ana culture making it even more difficult to opt for polygamy and give shelter and support to women who outnumber men anyhow. Why black magic is so easily accessible, and we choose to forget the torment of our grave (the beginning of our Akhirah), we choose to leave our Kalma, our deen and decide to CREATE our own chosen destiny by destroying the lives of another, how convenient (this barter is worth it???), well, my dear I am still standing firmly on my two feet, having buried my mothers, my father and my child, whose blood was also Syed, sadly he went without a heartbeat, I don’t know what becomes of such foetus who bear no soul, but I focus on my own nafs, my demons, my eman, my taqwa, ME… NOT caring about what you own, what you wear and what you breathe. My concern is my grave, my amaal and my akhirah.

I have been a student of Bait us Salam markaz, I have travelled the entire world in search of my true purpose and my real self, and all I could come to realise is that, this world is nothing but a test, an illusion and we reap what we sow, so please repent and come back to the normal lives, we were born to live and if you realise, we are all ONE, but still, if you are not one of our ummat, not one of us who recites the Quran e Kareem, and sends Durood e paak upon our beloved Muhammad Saww, than I do not know who u ARE .. and I am not afraid of U.. and IF u are one of us yet a munafiq and mushriq, I pray for u, as when U send durood e paak, u send a prayer for me as well, as my ancestors and my dead baby, as I am Aal e Muhammad sallala ho alaihe wassalam , aulad e Imam Ali r.a, Imam Hasan r.a and Imam Hussain r.a .. !!! I hope we die in a state of eman, and our death shall tell the world what we lived as. I am hurt, alone and angered by your malice, BUT I am here, come fight face to face and we shall see.

Dedicated to my special someone: Muhammad Amin Faheem Ranawat


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